Tis is SO FUCKING BAD!!! I should nt have lied to him in te first place!!! I HATE MYSELF!!! I SHOULD NT HAVE LIED TO HIM AT TE FIRST PLACE!!! CHI BAI! MOTHERFUCKER!!! IDIOT!!!!!!! WORLD'S NO. 1 IDIOT!!! STUPID MOTHERFUCKING CHI BAI!!!! (Scolding myself) I JUS WENT HOME N CRIED CUS I DID NT WAN TO BREAKDOWN INFRONT OF EVERYONE!!!!!!!! HE WAS TE BEST SENIOR!!! A BROTHERLY CHARACTER!!!!!!!!! I M SO STUPID(crying nw)!!! " people say believe what u see. And i believed it i saw then and lied to me n even can say they are at home...shitty people" HE WROTE IT!!! I M A FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING IDIOT!!! I M TRULLY SORRY!!! I DID NT MEAN TO HURT U!!! GOD!!! Y WOULD I HURT SOMEONE I LIKE SO MUCH!!!! I M A FUCKING CHI BAI IDOT!!! HATE MYSELF!!! FEEL LIKE DYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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